mungkin gw lagi diuji sama Allah SWT soal kesabaran dan profesionalitas gw.
tinggal sebentar lagi. harus bisa megang tanggung jawab ini.
emang nggak enak sih ngerjain hal yang nggak kita niatin. pasti bawaannya nggak bener, dan kurang koordinasi.
dan mungkin jadi dimarahin sama divisi lain.
tapi, gw itu selalu butuh alasan buat meniatkan apa yang gw lakuin. alasannya apa aja, bisa karena itu bermanfaat buat gw, kerjaannya temen-temen gw jadi gw emang pengen bantu, atau simply karena gw suka ngerjainnya.
tapi kali ini, oke, pasti ada manfaatnya. tapi dua poin terakhir sama sekali nggak.
jadi gw mikir2 lagi, mungkin ini salah gw karena gw nggak bisa nolak waktu dulu.
gw terpaksa.
tapi yaudalah, ini harus gw jalanin sebaik2nya, atau bakal jadi bisul di pantat. nggak enak. fcuk.
okee… dan hari ini, tanggal 16 Oktober 2011. SUDAH LEWAT PERTENGAHAN OKTOBER SODARA-SODARA.
dan gw belom sampe manapun.
hari ini gw nggak produktif sama sekali, gawat sih emang kalo terus nurutin rasa males… tapi gw pikir, yaudah nggak apa ya? ya? ya? jarang-jarang nih akhir minggu gini nggak terbebani pikiran apapun.
biasanya gw selalu galau dan stres menghadapi hari senin karena pasti ada kuliah studio. sekarang gw mau santai, boleh ya??
hahaha~
tinggal seminggu sampe hal yang bener-bener jadi beban gw bakal lepas. setelahnya gw bisa fokus ngurusin hidup gw ama tugas2 gw. mulai sekarang gw bakal nolak hal-hal yang bisa gw tolak, yang perbandingan ruginya lebih gede dari untung yang bakal gw dapet.
AMIN deh.
sebenernya ngerasa dosa gede sih dengan bersantai-santai kayak gini. sementara sangat banyak unfinished businesses yang mesti dikejar.
aku mungkin bakal kesulitan di hari depan, soal tugas dan uang juga, hauh..
pengen cepat selesai!
mulai besok, ayo berjuang lagi!!
malem ini nanggung juga, banyak hal-hal nggak penting yang pengen gw lakukan, jadi habisin aja hari ini, besok mulai lakukan hal penting!
eeaa pembenaran, hahahaa
tapi logisnya sih, ini kan hari libur, jadi mestinya emang gw libur. lagi-lagi pembenaran. HAHA
I speak 4 languages and want to learn two more. You’re damn right I use google.
ANJIR !! TERNYATA BANYAK YANG MELAKUKAN HAL YANG GW LAKUKAN JUGA!! GILA TUMBLR U’R DA BEZT
(Source: allysann)
nggak tau sih .. apa yang bakal terjadi besok-besok.
tapi saat ini gw bersyukur bahwa dia ada di sebelah gw.
ini udah bukan soal naksir atau nggak, suka atau nggak, itu semua mungkin udah lewat masanya. ini udah soal eksistensi. keberadaan. arti.
nggak ada yang tau apa yang bakal terjadi di masa depan.
perempuan yang lebih baik buat dia?
lelaki yang lebih baik buat gw?
tapi saat ini, saat ini. gw berharap di masa depan dia bakal nyulik gw ke dalam hidupnya. atau paling nggak, bikin pelarian bareng.
LOOK AT ALL THIS STUFF MONEY CAN GET ME
- Concert tickets.
- Gas so we can drive to the show.
- Merch.
- A camera to take pictures with band members.
- Music magazines.
- Albums and songs.
- A computer so I can go on Tumblr.
- Electricity and internet connection so I can go on Tumblr.
- A phone to text people I found through Tumblr.
- Food.
- Pretty clothes.
If that isn’t happiness, then I must be depressed.
SO TRUE!!!!
(Source: dailyalltimelow)
A Letter from a Shelter Manager - anonymous in North Carolina
I think our society needs a huge “Wake-up” call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all…a view from the inside if you will.
First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the “back” of an animal shelter for just one day. Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don’t even know.
That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it’s not a cute little puppy anymore. So how would you feel if you knew that there’s about a 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not! About 50% of all of the dogs that are “owner surrenders” or “strays”, that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.
The most common excuses I hear are; “We are moving and we can’t take our dog (or cat).” Really? Where are you moving too that doesn’t allow pets? Or they say “The dog got bigger than we thought it would”. How big did you think a German Shepherd would get? “We don’t have time for her”. Really? I work a 10-12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs! “She’s tearing up our yard”. How about making her a part of your family? They always tell me “We just don’t want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she’ll get adopted, she’s a good dog”.
Odds are your pet won’t get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn’t full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies. Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps. It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it. If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don’t, your pet won’t get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose. If your dog is big, black or any of the “Bully” breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door.
Those dogs just don’t get adopted. It doesn’t matter how ‘sweet’ or ‘well behaved’ they are.
If your dog doesn’t get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed. If the shelter isn’t full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long . Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment. If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don’t have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment.
Here’s a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being “put-down”.
First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk happy, wagging their tails. Until they get to “The Room”, every one of them freaks out and puts on the brakes when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it’s strange, but it happens with every one of them. Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are. Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the “pink stuff”. Hopefully your pet doesn’t panic from being restrained and jerk. I’ve seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams. They all don’t just “go to sleep”, sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves.
When it all ends, your pets corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage. What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You’ll never know and it probably won’t even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right?
I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can’t get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work.
I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much farther than the pets you dump at a shelter.
Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes.
My point to all of this DON’T BREED OR BUY WHILE SHELTER PETS DIE!
Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is. I just hope I maybe changed one persons mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog. I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say “I saw this and it made me want to adopt”. THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT.I’ve always hated the “I’m moving” excuse. People like that should have never took in the animal in the first place. The household pet lives normally to about fifteen years old, look for an apartment that allows animals. Dodging that pet deposit results in this.
ADOPT!
SPAY AND NEUTER YOUR ANIMALS!
^^ this. I wish people took the time to realize buying a purebred animal is never necessary when there are so many helpless creatures in shelters.
i’m crying… really….
(Source: themagnificentsoil)
“What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal.” -Albert Pine.
I’ll marry that guy
reblogging again~
uhuks…
(Source: light-)
lah, ini menu sama banget sama yang gw liat pas disono hari terakhir, ahahaha












